And yet, sometimes I still find myself afraid. Not just of the dark, but of all these things. All of the worries we know not to care about, somehow seem to worm their way back onto our minds and into our hearts. Now, something I’m growing to learn is that God doesn’t expect us to be perfect. And this includes our faith. In fact, even upon Jesus’ upcoming death He spoke to the disciples, who had fallen asleep during His final hours in Gethsemane. While Jesus was disappointed, admonishing them for their weakness, He remained yet understanding (Matthew 26:36-46). He knew who they were, and that they would fail. And yet He died for them. Over and over again, they would – as we will – fall out of perfect faith. But God is always there for us.
To remind us of that, it’s important to first remember the Bible. Its stories keep us sure of God’s character and love. To see a story of fear and trust, we can turn to one of the most well-known stories of the Bible – that of Jesus’ mother, Mary.
It began with a visit from an angel – a heavenly messenger stepping into the quiet life of a young woman named Mary. The Bible tells us she was afraid, and who wouldn’t be? The angel’s message was staggering: she would become a mother—still a virgin—and not just to any child, but to the Son of God. She knew what this could mean. Shame. Rejection. Even death. Women in that time were stoned for perceived acts of unfaithfulness to their betrothed. But she trusted God anyway.
Fear didn’t end with the angel Gabriel’s visit. In fact, it was only the beginning. As we read in Matthew 1:13-18, Herod was on a mission to kill Jesus from the day He was born, causing Mary and Joseph to flee for their lives—escaping Herod’s violent rage as he ordered the slaughter of innocent children. Can you imagine the weight of holding your newborn while running from a king’s murderous decree? Knowing all those other children had died? Years later, they would lose sight of 12-year-old Jesus for three long, agonising days. This would be enough to leave anyone in complete terror – not only had they lost their son, but the future saviour of the world. No wonder when they found Him they were confused and upset. But with his peaceful reply, we see Mary undertake a curious action: ‘His mother kept all these things in her heart’ Luke 19:51.